I dun Understands~t

I feel guilty that made yr dad's couldnt go KL~

I wanted fix things back to wat u wan it suppose to be~

but u still angry with me~

say hate ppl do not keep their words~

Wat am I suppose to do?

I feel guilty to continue wat was done~

I feel sad as u angry wit me even im trying to fixed things rite~

I juz dun understand y~

I feels that Im vulnerable~

tiny things makes me sad~

tiny fight makes me heartbroken~

y? how am I gonna stay strong?

Merry Christmas~~ HoHoHo

What a lovely Celebration Day..

But I'm here, suffering to studies for exams ..

no Christmas celebration for me this year..

aiks...wish that i could enjoy Christmas..

i wanna enjoy the happiness of Christmas..

T.T

Anyway, this is the last exam for my advanced diploma..

i really need to do well in the exam so that i will not need to suffer for another time on resit..

i do wish that i could go UK to persue my degree..n dear god, i dunwan any interviews for SHU..

Hopefully everything goes well..

After this sem, i will be free from assignments and exams...

plz let me pass for my exams and especially the stupid CS full coursework..super worry for that..

i wan graduate smoothly !!!!! God Bless Me !!!!!!

Almost forgot to mention, I finally designs my blog beautifully after all these years..

Now my blog is cute and pinky~ love it so much !!

Plans to come out a couple blogs for me and dar to record our loves and memories~

even only get to think of creating a couple blogs after dating for 4 years..haha..

Finally, Merry Christmas again !!

PS: Love u Dar, its our 4th christmas for now~~

Happy Graduation ~

Yoohoo.. its been a very long time since my last blog..
today, i'm writing here to share my graduation of diploma..
I believe i was quite lucky everytime where i thought there r no chance to pass my paper but it always comes wit miracle.
Again, it proves that miracle hapens ~ The subject that most worried me n the only burden i have is FOA !! stupid account that make me fail so many times!
I believes that there r no connection between me n account as it trouble me alot n I do not like it either.
Luckily i didn listen to my mum n choose to study accounting..only 1 tiny subject oledi make me suffer for few sem n even make me having nightmares.
I'm glad that I finaly get rid of it!
Though i get a C for my FOA [which is juz enuf marks to pass] but i am grateful oledi..
Finaly, i get to graduate with no problems as i pass my FOA ! but is a waste that i cant pass wit cpga 3.0..haiz..anyway.
Thanks to babe[ cindy ] that spend 2 weeks to teach me n almost vomit blood due to my stupiness..haha
n thanks to SK that lend me her FOA notes for more than 3 sem i believes..hoho
today, i oledi celebrate my graduation with darling which is i treat him eat "qu tai bei" [erm..the food is ok only la..i like the fried squid]
Babe [cindy], dun worry, when come back i will belanja u makan de..haha..
Well, i think here is the end of my post.. [ mayb last few words]
"Hooray!! I Pass my FOA !! n I'm Graduate !! YEEPEE !! Thx to all frens that support me n help me !! Thank you u guys!! love u all !!"

My feelings~

I miss my fren, my secondary frens..miss them so much~
I love my fren, love my college fren, they all very funny n happy~
But i didn know y, since when i bcum so 成默寡言~
I'm not like that when i at secondary school~though i am like that when i at home[coz no one to talk to accept my mum]~
I used to be very talkative n funny n crazy~
But i didn know y i still very quiet after spending 1 n half years with my col's frens~
I wonder y? I would like to communicate n have fun with them~I want to go into their worlds~
But y, it doesn works? I want to have fun and go out with them~ But y, I didn?
Mayb i feel 自卑? shy? lousy in communicate? I also dunno y~
What can I do is only listen to what they say n i laugh~
Or sometimes play cards with them~
Y? Am i from different world?? I didn know?
Sometimes i really feel like want to join or go in their world~mayb i dunno how to communicate~
I want to find someone to communicate~but i realise everytime i only can talk to my dar~
Sometimes i talk to theng~its good, but less chance~
Sometimes they like to have fun on me~its ok~i can accept n i not really mind~But plz dun too over [coz i am a ham bao-can cry for anything]~ ^^
However, i found out that my distance bwtween me n my frens has shorten~
I start to used to with them n can jokes with them~ [though not much ^^]
But i'm happy with it~ hope we all can be gd fren coz there is not much time left for our diploma life~
Anyway, I love my secondary fren n love my col's fren~Love u all n Friendship forever~ ^^

Upset~moody~

I'm so upset and angry~
wat will u feel if i just left u n never tell anything~
wat u did just make me angry~
ya, its my faulth for letting u to wait me~
but its yr faulth for didn letting me know where u go by just walking away~
When i saw u just left, i thought u will be waiting me downstair~
but i does not saw any sign of u when i go down~
i thought u just left me and go home by yrself~
How pain i feel at that moment,u may not know~
I decided go back on my own~
but u phone me n ask me where am i~
I'm damp angry n ask u where r u ~
and u told me u at mamak stall below alpha~
I wait u to come in bad mood~
N does not want to talk to u~
U too quiet and never talk to me~
Its fine n i'm used to~
but i'm still angry~
I wonder issit tough for u to tell me tat u want to go mamak to wait me just b4 u left?
I hate it when u left n never tell anything but then phone me n say u at mamak~
even we r fighting, u cant just left n say nothing~
It hurts~
I hope this is the 1st time n the last time u ever did this~
because I never knew wat will i do if u do this again~

JAC

突发奇想，灵感来袭，深深感触，自创首诗，献给最爱的你~

人生莫过于喜怒哀乐，而我的人生来源于你；
酸甜苦辣我们都尝尽，你我学会相爱及珍惜；
我对你的爱始终如一，你给的爱我深深感动；
开心回忆尽收在心里，相信未来有更多回忆；
借此想说声永远爱你，特意自创首诗送给你。

Holiday life at melaka~~

Halo~~ damp long time didn udate my blog d..haha~~
after suffering for 2-3 weeks exam, now is the time for me to holiday~~ ^_^V
For my holiday, i went back to my hometown from last friday by Cher nen's car ...
then, the 2nd day i went to my dad's side grandparent house at pahang for one day..lol..dad's fren giv alot DURIAN..yummy yummy..
we stay at pahang for one day then we go to Melaka at the other morning which is my mum's side grandparent house..hoho..i prefer go melaka lo..coz i more close with mum side grandparent..hehe
so i stay here for few days n today is the 2nd day staying melaka..i'm enjoying eating grandma food..haha..this is the 1st time i eat "芋头扣肉" that cook my grandma..so delicious..lead me to eat so many rice with that..haha..
today morning we go to eat dimsum with my grandpa's bro n family..lol..we about 10++ ppl eat dimsum but only cost RM60++..damp cheap..
after eating dimsum, we go tesco to have a walk..
then,afternoon, we go to another relative house coz my grandparent n dad want to judi majong.. =.="
so..i at there very boring, ntg to do but luckily get to lend streamyx service n online ..haha..+ i get to copy alot movie..yoohoo.. holiday no need scare no movie to watch d lo..
so now around 5pm..still online ing n only can wait till my grandparent " 甘愿" to finish their majong only can go eat dinner and go back to grandparent house lo..lolZ..talking bout dinner start feel hungry d.... T.T

haiz..today write till here 1st la..tata..