My feelings~

I miss my fren, my secondary frens..miss them so much~
I love my fren, love my college fren, they all very funny n happy~
But i didn know y, since when i bcum so 成默寡言~
I'm not like that when i at secondary school~though i am like that when i at home[coz no one to talk to accept my mum]~
I used to be very talkative n funny n crazy~
But i didn know y i still very quiet after spending 1 n half years with my col's frens~
I wonder y? I would like to communicate n have fun with them~I want to go into their worlds~
But y, it doesn works? I want to have fun and go out with them~ But y, I didn?
Mayb i feel 自卑? shy? lousy in communicate? I also dunno y~
What can I do is only listen to what they say n i laugh~
Or sometimes play cards with them~
Y? Am i from different world?? I didn know?
Sometimes i really feel like want to join or go in their world~mayb i dunno how to communicate~
I want to find someone to communicate~but i realise everytime i only can talk to my dar~
Sometimes i talk to theng~its good, but less chance~
Sometimes they like to have fun on me~its ok~i can accept n i not really mind~But plz dun too over [coz i am a ham bao-can cry for anything]~ ^^
However, i found out that my distance bwtween me n my frens has shorten~
I start to used to with them n can jokes with them~ [though not much ^^]
But i'm happy with it~ hope we all can be gd fren coz there is not much time left for our diploma life~
Anyway, I love my secondary fren n love my col's fren~Love u all n Friendship forever~ ^^

Upset~moody~

I'm so upset and angry~
wat will u feel if i just left u n never tell anything~
wat u did just make me angry~
ya, its my faulth for letting u to wait me~
but its yr faulth for didn letting me know where u go by just walking away~
When i saw u just left, i thought u will be waiting me downstair~
but i does not saw any sign of u when i go down~
i thought u just left me and go home by yrself~
How pain i feel at that moment,u may not know~
I decided go back on my own~
but u phone me n ask me where am i~
I'm damp angry n ask u where r u ~
and u told me u at mamak stall below alpha~
I wait u to come in bad mood~
N does not want to talk to u~
U too quiet and never talk to me~
Its fine n i'm used to~
but i'm still angry~
I wonder issit tough for u to tell me tat u want to go mamak to wait me just b4 u left?
I hate it when u left n never tell anything but then phone me n say u at mamak~
even we r fighting, u cant just left n say nothing~
It hurts~
I hope this is the 1st time n the last time u ever did this~
because I never knew wat will i do if u do this again~

JAC

突发奇想，灵感来袭，深深感触，自创首诗，献给最爱的你~

人生莫过于喜怒哀乐，而我的人生来源于你；
酸甜苦辣我们都尝尽，你我学会相爱及珍惜；
我对你的爱始终如一，你给的爱我深深感动；
开心回忆尽收在心里，相信未来有更多回忆；
借此想说声永远爱你，特意自创首诗送给你。

Holiday life at melaka~~

Halo~~ damp long time didn udate my blog d..haha~~
after suffering for 2-3 weeks exam, now is the time for me to holiday~~ ^_^V
For my holiday, i went back to my hometown from last friday by Cher nen's car ...
then, the 2nd day i went to my dad's side grandparent house at pahang for one day..lol..dad's fren giv alot DURIAN..yummy yummy..
we stay at pahang for one day then we go to Melaka at the other morning which is my mum's side grandparent house..hoho..i prefer go melaka lo..coz i more close with mum side grandparent..hehe
so i stay here for few days n today is the 2nd day staying melaka..i'm enjoying eating grandma food..haha..this is the 1st time i eat "芋头扣肉" that cook my grandma..so delicious..lead me to eat so many rice with that..haha..
today morning we go to eat dimsum with my grandpa's bro n family..lol..we about 10++ ppl eat dimsum but only cost RM60++..damp cheap..
after eating dimsum, we go tesco to have a walk..
then,afternoon, we go to another relative house coz my grandparent n dad want to judi majong.. =.="
so..i at there very boring, ntg to do but luckily get to lend streamyx service n online ..haha..+ i get to copy alot movie..yoohoo.. holiday no need scare no movie to watch d lo..
so now around 5pm..still online ing n only can wait till my grandparent " 甘愿" to finish their majong only can go eat dinner and go back to grandparent house lo..lolZ..talking bout dinner start feel hungry d.... T.T

haiz..today write till here 1st la..tata..

two weeks life~~

Halo~~very long time didn come to write d..hehe..so today de blog mayb will be long d lo cause wanna say alot things..

Well, lets start with last last week..i had went to sungai wang with dar on sat ..at the morning, we go green box to sing..hehe..sing 3 hours and eat alot of things like salad, noodles and chicken chop cause it is included..so we sing and eat, eat and sing..after that, we went for a walk and i buy 2 clothes..hehe..so happy..finally can buy clothes d..after shopping, dar belanja me go eat again..we go to eat japanese buffer. each ppl RM 30++ and can eat for 3 hours..so me and dar eat some bbq, sushi, tepanyaki and also ice-cream..wa..i eat till so full and didn feel like want to walk d..haha..we eat until about 6pm, nearly 3 hours..geng leh..then we go to giant to buy ingredient for speggeti to cook at the next day..

So..this is how i become sick and get fever, flu and cough.. ( so scare is H1N1 leh ) wuwu.. T.T

Sunday i start sick lo..and until night time cannot tahan d and go to see the doctor..then the doctor give me 2 days mc..but i think wanna go school coz got eng presentation..but then, theng scare me is H1N1 so ask me dun go school.. T.T.. finally i recover on monday night and i go school on tues to present lo..luckily not much ppl come so i didn feel very nervous. However, night time got DEM bbq but i couldn go lo coz scare fall sick again..wuwu..i miss the bbq again..2nd time d la..so sad..

Next, on 1st August, me and my housemate and also william's dear, cindy go to Kuala Selangor to eat seafood cause we help Ah Beng to celebrate his birthday.. Dar come to fecth me at about 6.40pm then we go to fetch william and cindy then we go to klang to meet other ppl..after that we follow Ah Beng go to his house and then only go Kuala Selangor.. ( so waste time ) about 9pm only we reach Kuala Selangor but we cant found the restorant then we want..after we ask ppl only we know that the restorant has moved to my hometown bukit tinggi.. za dao !!! =.=""
so we simply go to a restorant to eat lo..but when we go in there,wa...so many indian eating at there, but we have no choice and sit there to eat..luckily, the food is really delicious lo..we order one vege, one 咸蛋虾羔，one宫保虾羔，one 铁板鸡，one asam fish, two 馒头 and 奶沙crab..wa..the 虾羔and crab is really nice lo..yummy yummy..although the crabs sos color look like "lousai" but the taste is really gd..so happy to eat that..want to eat again la..T.T..hehe..after eat we buy some sovenior "food" then we go back home and i reach home at about 1am..luckily mummy didn scold me..haha..

photo i will upload later..hehe..

tats all for today..tata.. ^.^V

Happy Sunday~~Watch Harry Potter + Dino world

Halo~~ I come to write again d, though mayb no ppl see but just to express myself.. ^.^

Dar have tipu me few day that he wan to bring me to his fren's birthday party at KLCC de restaurant but then he giv me a supprise which is bring me to see Harry Potter coz i'm the fans..haha..but actually i agak agak know his trick d lo..everytime also tipu me and then giv me a supprise de..haha..but i still happy la coz he bring me to see d movie although he does not know what the movie talking since he only see the first episode..pity him.. T.T"..haha

I'm kinda enjoy and love the movie coz this time is much more better than the Harry Potter and the order of pheonix lo..Half blood prince its abit different from book but overall i lov it..haha..nice to watch lo..cant wait for the last episode--> The deathly Hallow..i'm sure it will be very nice..jus hope can see it faster..dunno have to wait till when only can see..hehe

Next, after watch Harry Potter ,me and dar hungry d then we go to eat Pizza Hut ..we try their new pizza flavor but it is actually not much different la.but the soup at there is bigger than other place lo..lov it..haha..

After finish pizza, me and dar have some walk till I saw the Dinotrek at the Petrosains..then we buy ticket and go in to see lo..not much thing actually..there show few types of the dinasours and their models lo..me and dar take some pic at there together..hehe..there also provide a place which is take photo by free and will send it to yr mail..so me and dar also take the chance to try on and take pic lo haha..i will put pics bellow la..enjoy~~

pic that me and dar take at dinotrek for free (got 5 pic)

Next is pic we take ourself..

the dinasour's egg and baby....

The T-Rex and the other dinasour is fighting ..

This is dar but cannot see his face clearly..T.T

Can see us but cannot see the Dinasour .. =.="

The last pic d..only see half of the dinasour.. T.T

Dar need to improve his take photo de skill d la coz we seldom 自拍 together .. T.T

Enjoy..and happy day today..tats all~~ tata.. ^.^V

*JAC*

today's life

Hi..feel sleepy rite now coz having flu...wuwuwuwu..everytime i flu very teruk de la..now pening pening d..plz get well fast..and i dunwan kena H1N1..=.="

today heard classmate say got ppl took photo of alien and put it out in many newspaper..they faster buy the newspaper and have a look..but then find out that the pic very small and look very "jia"..swt..the pic really look like fake wan lo..and only got one pic..the pic only see dar shadow of a few head monster but the background is green in color and look clear..so..i guest it may be a fake pic.......

next--> I been playing restaurant city and pet society hardly today..haiz..have to keep on go in to the restaurant city for many times only can go in and keep on lost connection like that..summmore when go in to ppls shop then very lag...today dunno click the restaurant city button how many time d la..angry!! want play a game nicely also cannot..

today kena marah d..when my mum phone me to see how am i, then i ask her whether can tell dad to send pocket money abit earlier anot..i told her i does not have money to giv rental d..then she scold me..say i must be simply buy alots of things..but i didn ma..i also dunno where my money went or what thing i have use money on it..i didn buy alot things though, dunno where money when d..=.=''.. damp poor now..just hope ptpn faster come..need return money to dad and ganti back my money..=.="..poor la now..almost everyday eat maggie d but dun dare to tell mum..later she scold again i mati lo..haiz..

okla..today just rite till here la..tired d la..want to rest d..tata..

*JAC*

Boring Saturday life

Yesterday after dar finish exam we go JJ to have a walk [canot go pyramid then go JJ to walk =.=''] .. about 12 noon then we go to eat MCD..then when i take chili sauce go one MCD's worker keep staring at me ! what kind of attitude is this huh!! yr chili sauce put there is let ppl take and eat de ma..feel like want to kick him when staring a customer like that..then he keep on staring to those ppl who take alot sauces!! after a while i when to take a little more sauce for burger and he stand beside me and stare at me again..and then he shock his head just beside me..What does he mean oh!! really get angry d when he do that !! stupid fellow!! if like that dun put sauce there la..ppl come to consume and his attitude like that!! angry!!


After eat i buy a pillow and some pilow cases..haha..finally got a new pillow d..the old wan can buang d la..will run shape de !! =.=".. the pillow case is in pink..look very cute til let me feel like want to buy one set for the bed and others..haha.. I also go to the MPH and have a walk..then i saw one book is about Harry potter de..wa..feel like want to buy but it cost RM60.=.='' now very poor then have to wait till next time only buy lo..but i've bought a receipe book..the food inside look delicous..want to learn it, but ofcorse not me who cook it la..haha..when go back hometown can ask mum to learn it coz she really need to learn more new receipe d la..wahahaha..yummy yummy..


After finish buying then dar tired d lo..didn even go to supermaket then we go back home d..and then stay at house for whole day and nite facing computer...boring dull life...haiz...

thats all for today..tata..

JAC

~被朋友放飞机~

Hey..its been long time never write d..kinda lazy to write coz busy watch movie, play TIAN LONG,assignment and bla bla bla..

Haiz~ my fren 放me飞机again..we oledi said want to go lagoon early but then this fren got assignment, that fren scare family scold coz come out too many time a week, and one more dunno is dunwan go or got things to do..Sad..Disapointed..thought i finaly can go lagoon coz i never go b4 ..but now..dunno wait till when only can go d..haiz..when only i can go lagoon wor!!!

So..no choice but to wait n see sat got any other entertainment wit dar anot lo..wuwu..if cant go lagoon then mayb go for skating la..its been years i didn go skating also d..

Next..today de BC..wa..dunno wat teacher think de..dunno how she give marks de..unbelievable..mayb i not satisfy wit my marks gua..but suan d lo..cant change the fact also..juz hope those will be doing BC soon gd luck lo..u know la..teacher siao siao de..

Now..just get the latest news!! tmr IEC class CANCEL !! wahahaha..no need go school d..can watch tv and play com whole day !! haha..Damp happy..tq mr. A Gua..

Damp boring day

Haiz..wat a damp boring day...me alone stay in alpha without him feel so torturing..he had choose to go back to hometon n i had choose to stay here, facing loneliness by myself...stupid me...although i did study at here..but i was lonely te be alone..feel unhapy..but what can i do...ntg but complain my loneliness by writing in here..hoho..wat i do for the whole day? study n watching pps on the same time..look at my hp wishing he to chat wit me..hoping to see he say miz me..watelse?? eat bread for mu breakfast n lunch at the same time, somemore eat a terrible dinner, or should i say i have no mood to eat also..feel like eating ntg..i alsp prefer to juz stay in my room than in the living room...most of the time i stayin my room..feel more comfortable...there are my bed n pillow to acompany me..n my books or laptop..however i still feel boring ..ntg for me to enjoy but just boring n loneliness..oh god..feel like dying..damp boring...i suppose tmr will be the same also..help...i dunwan to be boring n loneliness..i hate it...wuwu...