害怕

哎呀。。最近都好忙啊。。完全都没有时间拍拖，真是可怜。。那天，听妈妈说我和他好像不适合对方，因为我们一个内向，一个外向，有点难相处。。我听了好难过。在房间里胡思乱想了一通，难过的哭了。。我很害怕我们真的不适合对方。。我也不希望会是这样。我也不希望我们感情会变淡。。我好像不能没有他了。。自己真的越来越想黏着他，也变得越来越依赖他。。我害怕他会嫌我烦。。害怕管他太严他会离我越来越远。。我想太多了吗。。我也不知道。。不过我会努力，会努力的维持好我们的感情。。我不想要在掉眼泪，我想要你多疼我一点，多跟我说话，两人一起继续走下去。。永远永远。。

What a tired day ..(my 1st blog in here)

Whoa..I have gym today n it is damp tiring..we had to run for such a long distance around the college n need to run up hill also..damp tiring..I feel like I'm dying n going to throw out..y we have to run around the school ? I hate it very much...After running we do some streching with frens..then the nervous part..out teacher ms Evone ask 15 of us to stay at workshop and have our practical test..the other ppl will go the gym workshop 2 n spend their time over there..When it reach my turn, I was so nervous till i forgot to adjust the weight that i can reach for..I'm so scared that teacher will minus my mark or giv me a fail..but the result will have to wait till the final exam result come out ..so i just hope tat i can pass it la..I dont want to resit again lo..n waste my money also...haiz...