I miss my fren, my secondary frens..miss them so much~
I love my fren, love my college fren, they all very funny n happy~
But i didn know y, since when i bcum so 成默寡言~
I'm not like that when i at secondary school~though i am like that when i at home[coz no one to talk to accept my mum]~
I used to be very talkative n funny n crazy~
But i didn know y i still very quiet after spending 1 n half years with my col's frens~
I wonder y? I would like to communicate n have fun with them~I want to go into their worlds~
But y, it doesn works? I want to have fun and go out with them~ But y, I didn?
Mayb i feel 自卑? shy? lousy in communicate? I also dunno y~
What can I do is only listen to what they say n i laugh~
Or sometimes play cards with them~
Y? Am i from different world?? I didn know?
Sometimes i really feel like want to join or go in their world~mayb i dunno how to communicate~
I want to find someone to communicate~but i realise everytime i only can talk to my dar~
Sometimes i talk to theng~its good, but less chance~
Sometimes they like to have fun on me~its ok~i can accept n i not really mind~But plz dun too over [coz i am a ham bao-can cry for anything]~ ^^
However, i found out that my distance bwtween me n my frens has shorten~
I start to used to with them n can jokes with them~ [though not much ^^]
But i'm happy with it~ hope we all can be gd fren coz there is not much time left for our diploma life~
Anyway, I love my secondary fren n love my col's fren~Love u all n Friendship forever~ ^^
