Bad Mood

Dear dar,

are u lost yr mind??

what are u thinking??

we already being together as a couple for almost 5 years! its 5 years!!

how can u not remember it n say or thought we r only together for 3 years??

it breaks my heart..

5 years of memories...

where is the 2 years of happy memories have u lost it in yr mind??

is this 5 years meaningless for u??

u could not blame me that i am mad at u!! I am really dissapointed with u!!

If u ever forgot again..i will never forgive u...
lets hope u learn a lesson n never repeat yr mistake again

I dun Understands~t

I feel guilty that made yr dad's couldnt go KL~

I wanted fix things back to wat u wan it suppose to be~

but u still angry with me~

say hate ppl do not keep their words~

Wat am I suppose to do?

I feel guilty to continue wat was done~

I feel sad as u angry wit me even im trying to fixed things rite~

I juz dun understand y~

I feels that Im vulnerable~

tiny things makes me sad~

tiny fight makes me heartbroken~

y? how am I gonna stay strong?

Merry Christmas~~ HoHoHo

What a lovely Celebration Day..

But I'm here, suffering to studies for exams ..

no Christmas celebration for me this year..

aiks...wish that i could enjoy Christmas..

i wanna enjoy the happiness of Christmas..

T.T

Anyway, this is the last exam for my advanced diploma..

i really need to do well in the exam so that i will not need to suffer for another time on resit..

i do wish that i could go UK to persue my degree..n dear god, i dunwan any interviews for SHU..

Hopefully everything goes well..

After this sem, i will be free from assignments and exams...

plz let me pass for my exams and especially the stupid CS full coursework..super worry for that..

i wan graduate smoothly !!!!! God Bless Me !!!!!!

Almost forgot to mention, I finally designs my blog beautifully after all these years..

Now my blog is cute and pinky~ love it so much !!

Plans to come out a couple blogs for me and dar to record our loves and memories~

even only get to think of creating a couple blogs after dating for 4 years..haha..

Finally, Merry Christmas again !!

PS: Love u Dar, its our 4th christmas for now~~

Happy Graduation ~

Yoohoo.. its been a very long time since my last blog..
today, i'm writing here to share my graduation of diploma..
I believe i was quite lucky everytime where i thought there r no chance to pass my paper but it always comes wit miracle.
Again, it proves that miracle hapens ~ The subject that most worried me n the only burden i have is FOA !! stupid account that make me fail so many times!
I believes that there r no connection between me n account as it trouble me alot n I do not like it either.
Luckily i didn listen to my mum n choose to study accounting..only 1 tiny subject oledi make me suffer for few sem n even make me having nightmares.
I'm glad that I finaly get rid of it!
Though i get a C for my FOA [which is juz enuf marks to pass] but i am grateful oledi..
Finaly, i get to graduate with no problems as i pass my FOA ! but is a waste that i cant pass wit cpga 3.0..haiz..anyway.
Thanks to babe[ cindy ] that spend 2 weeks to teach me n almost vomit blood due to my stupiness..haha
n thanks to SK that lend me her FOA notes for more than 3 sem i believes..hoho
today, i oledi celebrate my graduation with darling which is i treat him eat "qu tai bei" [erm..the food is ok only la..i like the fried squid]
Babe [cindy], dun worry, when come back i will belanja u makan de..haha..
Well, i think here is the end of my post.. [ mayb last few words]
"Hooray!! I Pass my FOA !! n I'm Graduate !! YEEPEE !! Thx to all frens that support me n help me !! Thank you u guys!! love u all !!"

My feelings~

I miss my fren, my secondary frens..miss them so much~
I love my fren, love my college fren, they all very funny n happy~
But i didn know y, since when i bcum so 成默寡言~
I'm not like that when i at secondary school~though i am like that when i at home[coz no one to talk to accept my mum]~
I used to be very talkative n funny n crazy~
But i didn know y i still very quiet after spending 1 n half years with my col's frens~
I wonder y? I would like to communicate n have fun with them~I want to go into their worlds~
But y, it doesn works? I want to have fun and go out with them~ But y, I didn?
Mayb i feel 自卑? shy? lousy in communicate? I also dunno y~
What can I do is only listen to what they say n i laugh~
Or sometimes play cards with them~
Y? Am i from different world?? I didn know?
Sometimes i really feel like want to join or go in their world~mayb i dunno how to communicate~
I want to find someone to communicate~but i realise everytime i only can talk to my dar~
Sometimes i talk to theng~its good, but less chance~
Sometimes they like to have fun on me~its ok~i can accept n i not really mind~But plz dun too over [coz i am a ham bao-can cry for anything]~ ^^
However, i found out that my distance bwtween me n my frens has shorten~
I start to used to with them n can jokes with them~ [though not much ^^]
But i'm happy with it~ hope we all can be gd fren coz there is not much time left for our diploma life~
Anyway, I love my secondary fren n love my col's fren~Love u all n Friendship forever~ ^^

Upset~moody~

I'm so upset and angry~
wat will u feel if i just left u n never tell anything~
wat u did just make me angry~
ya, its my faulth for letting u to wait me~
but its yr faulth for didn letting me know where u go by just walking away~
When i saw u just left, i thought u will be waiting me downstair~
but i does not saw any sign of u when i go down~
i thought u just left me and go home by yrself~
How pain i feel at that moment,u may not know~
I decided go back on my own~
but u phone me n ask me where am i~
I'm damp angry n ask u where r u ~
and u told me u at mamak stall below alpha~
I wait u to come in bad mood~
N does not want to talk to u~
U too quiet and never talk to me~
Its fine n i'm used to~
but i'm still angry~
I wonder issit tough for u to tell me tat u want to go mamak to wait me just b4 u left?
I hate it when u left n never tell anything but then phone me n say u at mamak~
even we r fighting, u cant just left n say nothing~
It hurts~
I hope this is the 1st time n the last time u ever did this~
because I never knew wat will i do if u do this again~

JAC

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